retry-carefree

2008-06-14T00:08:00.004+08:00

this few days have been working. and gt so tired of it. how i wish i was a rich ass. crap shit. no need waste my time to earn money. its really wasting my time to earn money. in return of money, i gave away my time.

had a talk yesterday at the coffee shop till early morning 6+ wif ben and kel. haha. once in a while gay talks are really nice. lol.

only had 3 hours of slp b4 i went to work. manage to wake up on time, surprisingly. dance class was cancel too. hmmm. lucky me. rest time.

my bro's gonna go army tml!!! omg. haha. the whole room will be mine and i will be so not used to slping alone. :/ solitary, no one to game wif me alrdy. so siannnnnnnnnn

first week of the holidays is over. crap. didnt enjoy myself at all. no shopping, no money, no time. holy mama. alright alright, bye~

2008-06-11T23:14:00.001+08:00

today was a feast day~ baby came to cook her 拿手好菜, salmon~~ seriously, it was gdddddddd.
maybe the appearance might not attract u, wait till u try it. lol. it was like tat for me. hahahahaha. and my mum cook curry chicken today. hmmmmmmmmmmm, delicious. lol. missed the salmon now. lol.

anyway, went for dance lesson in the evening. everything is speeding up. the timing, the steps, the songs. omg. cant catch up at all. despite ann saying we are doing very gd. i feel so sucky. freaking shit.

this whole week is booked. haiyo. dun even have time to shop. or to be exact, money. hahah. tml will be working. tats it. bored. becoming more dreadful to go work nowadays. maybe because kel and ben is not there wif me, maybe its boring for me alrdy...
will be keeping a lookout for better job prospect. haha. cya

2008-06-07T18:58:00.002+08:00

yos~ long time didnt update. cos nth much to update also. lol.

and ya~ exams are finally over~~~~~ yahoooooooooooooooooo. no mood to study at all. holiday mood more like it. hmmmmm, dun give a damn on it but just wish for a PASS. yup.

recently caught the movie, prince caspian. still not bad. but too draggy and expected story line. anyway, its still nice la. haha.

went to have lunch wif mr lee and raven today. great talk wif them. feeling so sick when i just woke up.

holiday now~ Gonna chiong. DANCING, WORKING, DATING, BUDDYING, BIRTHDAYING =D

cya ppl

2008-05-23T01:29:00.002+08:00

yesterday working was super fun. cos wif kelvin. working wif friend sure very fun and time passes so quickly tat i didn realise. normally, i work alone, i always emo one. wif him, we crap about every single shit in the world, even with the wash dish auntie, our colleague, our chef and our manager. it was fun. i guess i break through the 'ice' alrdy. =)

early IS in the morning today. damn tired. didnt slp for more than 3 hours. went to do proj after tat. busy trying to finish the proj so i can go eat my BREAKFAST. its 2pm alrdy during then. haha.

went back home to take a rest. end up i overslpt to meet xiubei to go st james club house. and the funny thing is i woke u because i had leg cramps. it was so painful tat i shouted for my bro who is still gaming to help me. omg lor. and after tat, i walk like some kind of freak.

went to st james to join nra post fantazia celebration. dancers in club house = way too cool dance moves. super cool, especially xuan feng.

the pt end at 11 sharp. so sad. thought can pt till late and planned to cab home alrdy. so instead, we rush to catch the last bus cos dun wan to spend unnecessary money on cab fare. somemore mid nite sure very ex!

very tired. going to slp alrdy. gdnite~ cya =)

2008-05-19T23:12:00.002+08:00

gt post fantazia celebration! finally here~ at st james. should be very fun i think. haha. gt some borrowing to do to suit the theme. =D

recently have been going to plaza sing wif auntie pro to play the basketball. the yu le bai fen bai always play one. so fun. haha. first time, auntie pro keep wining. the second time we went there, omg, thrashed. lol.

projects projects and projects. sian. poly isnt as slack as they say. crap. i was a fool to believe. haha. cya =)

2008-05-13T22:53:00.004+08:00

ok, let's start wif sotong's birthday. went to suntect, had just noodles for lunch~ not bad. suitable for monsters like us. lol.

after tat slack around b4 watching the move wat happen in vegas! omg! its suepr suepr damn nice! damn funny, damn romantic, damn meaningful~ must watch,

wat happens when a retard becomes the king and useless bum as knights? doomsdays.

yesterday~
went for NRA, was late. and ya, lucky can catch up. had fun =)

today~ auntie loner suddenly afraid of loneliness, and came to find me! ys, rh and me were going to AMK to get ys's pants. and ya, she joined us...

peek-a-boo! guess who are they?

now they show their faces~

after tat went back rh house to game!

b4 i meet wif auntie goody~ despite my lousy mood, she didnt go crazy! wow wow wow.

we took bus to dunno where by 187. just alighted cos both of us wanted to pee. lol. and then, tats the time auntie shopper came. after finished shopping one round, she went for the second. after awhile then she realise its closing. =.=

last but not least. da ta~

=D

2008-05-06T23:48:00.002+08:00

attended Ian locking class yesterday~ it was damn fun. haha. he is a very interesting guy anyway. haha. learn more about locking. its a character dance. totally agree. haha.

i had my breakfast buddies. ys and rh. everyday same timing to go sch wif me. haha. so gd. healthy lifestyle.

anyway, today i went out wif lots of different girls!
first was auntie kiddo, and i gt bored soon since she was a kid...
change to auntie moody, i gt scare and ran off...
next was auntie auntie, who tok so much to me about how cheap is the things she wan to get from value shop compare to cold storage. duh. VALUE Shop lei. =_=
hmmmm. wonder which girls other times. haha. enough of crapping.

no nra this week, cos of the audition. most likely i will be going to see.
oh ya, i fall in love with this song, by akon - What you got
alright, nth else. bye. =)
i have a tiny little dream...

2008-05-04T23:26:00.003+08:00

ok, didnt update for sometime alrdy. let's see.

had technique class the day b4. then went to east coast, celebrated sj's birthday. not bad. gt some entertainment... haha. i had fun, beside slpinf wif the sands. =/

head back from the next day. slp for the whole day. wake up, have my dinner and slp again. omg. lol.

recently caught some movies. DOOMZDAY. very unique storyline and interesting developing climax. haha. highly recommended to watch it. shall not say much to be a spoiler for those who wan to watch.

today went to AMK hub and watch IRONMAN. omg! its super nice!!! super technology. and i wish i'm him. lol. super duper cool marvel movie. alicia wasnt quite willing to watch it. but after she watch, i guess she like it too. =) cool cool. must watch. haha.

oh ya. b4 i forget, nra going to have a audition. interested pls go to http://nradance.blogspot.com/ for more details!

tats all. =)

2008-05-01T15:52:00.002+08:00

went for nite cycling yesterday! wif yan soon, rong hong, and kelvin. haha. its super fun.

our route was to go from gambas to sembawang, then straight down to yishun, chongpang naski lemak. our first rest point, eat and chill.

after tat, we chiong all the way to ang moi kio, the 24 hour mac there. ben and jon come and find us. =.= we use bike to go there, they drive there. haha. wth.

after awhile, really bth alrdy. so we chiong all the way back to woodlands wifout break. and we rach within 1hour seh... lol.

now we scare of bike again, same as the previous nite ride. no cycling anytime soon. haha. but we might go wif more ppl next time. see how. =)

2008-04-26T00:45:00.002+08:00

charger spoil after i bought the new one at cwp. lazy to tok about it also. lousy attitude given when i went to ask for refund. cos the charger simply spoil trice within a month. i was so irritated to go and change everytime. the tone of the staff speaking was fucking arrogant. see tat we are youths so heck care us. even said to bring this to a lawsuit case if i'm really not happy. wtf. he's lucky i'm poor. or else i suit until he dun even have underwear to cover his ****

went to bought a new one at sim lim square. so usual, the place of bargin. stop at a shop, ask the price it was 65. went around to look for more, but all too ex. so went back to the same shop, it became 90... then to 70, then 65... last 60... =.= lucky ys and mickey acc me go. if not i shall be loner again.....................

oh well, caught the movie forbidden kingdom. in my point of view, i find it totally not nice at all. weird story line, awkward speaking language wif the chinese old traditional styles of clothes. only the fighting part caught my attention for awhile. oh well, if u wanna see special fighting effects, no harm watching.

had been trying to keep my momentum to go to sch on time, do my tutorial. but now one more BIG STONE pull me down. i'm really broke after buying another charger. sian.
work, i wanan work!!!

i love weekends =) enjoy

2008-04-20T23:00:00.004+08:00

back from ys's chalet.

FANTAZIA is over. =D i think everyone did a great job.

well, certainly i was happy i was in NRA. thx everyone who went to support us. haha.

after fantazia, rush over to clementi to take last train to pasiris. and asshole. no last train. lazy to take bus to eunos and take cab. so i cab all the way from clementi to costa sand downtown east. bloody hell, it was even further if i were to take at np. waste my time. and the best part of it. its FREAKING $35. the most expensive cab i ever took b4.

had a fun time over at the chalet. although most of the time we are gaming. bee attack outside our chalet room somemore, crap. one flew inside our room. and scare the shit out of me. LOL.

tutorial resume. and its hell for me. everyday 9am class for me, gosh.

nth more to update alrdy. cya. =)

2008-04-18T00:59:00.003+08:00

i'm feeling gddddddddddddddddddddd. cos ann said the performance just now was excellent. =D super happy. haha.

her words touch me.

everyone jia you! last day alrdy. give our best shots. =)
identity... tats wat we are searching... for i alrdy found it. DANCE

2008-04-17T02:22:00.002+08:00

THIS IS IT MAN! the day everyone have been waiting for! =D fantazia. omg.

say until so much, only gt 1 item. but nvm. i will do my best! haha. ppl going to watch, be sure to cheer for me k. lol. 1st time. psps mah. hahaahhahaha.

everyone jia you!!!!!! get ur ass moving =)
let's dance =)

2008-04-15T00:58:00.002+08:00

back from batam this morning. went there to celebrate my grandpa birthday.

first thing we reach was to slp. lol. nth to do mah. then at nite had a big feast! omg, super delicious!
went to shopping after tat, get a pair of adidas shoes at a cheap price. =)

took a 9am ferry back to singapore today. trying to rush for the lecture in noon. was slightly late. but worst thing is cant catch a ball wat the lectuerer is toking about... hmmm.

went back home to get some slp, b4 going to the rehearsal. sitting down there, watching ppl perform one by one. only till the last item then i gt to dance. andddddddd, i forget steps. shit. 1item left, and i can jolly well forget steps. ahhhhhh. die.
i... dunno wat to do...

hopefully, i can concentrate on studying well next week after the concert.
and ya, one mroe thing - resume the gym training.

oh well, go study awhile b4 i game or anything. tats so unlike me i noe, i'm trying to change. LOL. cya ppl.

2008-04-06T15:29:00.002+08:00

hmmmmmmm, haven been gd for me i think. one of the item i'm in is cancel off. cos its not up to standard. feel sad about it, feel even more guilty for ronnie who get scolded beacuse of us. its not his fault anyway. felt so, no words to describe it.

well, i gt 4 items at first. pull out the most important item for me, because of work. now one of the item is cancel off. now i left with 2. haha.

anyway, tickets can be collected at our space if i not wrong, but only by year 1 students. so if u guys wan to see, ask ur year 1 friends to get it for u ba.

recently watched three kingdoms. its quite gd. i like these shows. =) next is the jet li and jackie chan one. haha. it should be very nice also.

met one @#%#% hell driver. wth. cant be more irresponsible. almost knock down ppl. its green man. for ppl to cross the traffic light. wtf., and i can say its really ALMOST. the distance between is less than 1m i can say. and they managed to avoid off by a little. wtf right. they dun wan life, ppl want its ok. should have take off my slippers and throw at them.

sch reopen soon. super boringggggggggg. sian.
dun let go of my hand again

2008-03-27T03:26:00.002+08:00

These few weeks have been caught up wif the online game cabal. haha. i'm actually half a gamer also! lol. but recently dun have so much time to play also.

missed out class outing on tue, cos of sudden dance practice. haha. to say the truth, dun really feel like going also.

today, finally, the last day of work. ke-ching! money into pocket. but damn it, my laptop charger spoiled. sian. get one new one, $59!!!! wth. always like tat one. when i work, it will be meant as money for me to get something which is needed.

have not been gym-ing for about 1-2 months alrdy i guess. cant go as frequently as usual. cos of dance practices, and the CONCERT is coming nearer and nearer. tats mean rehearsals and more rehearsals.

sch holidays are ending soon. crap, for a moment, i felt lost. haha. now i'm ok.
i must work harded! focus focus focus.

2008-03-21T01:08:00.002+08:00

quite some times since i last blog. hmmmmm...

lets start with i watch a couply of movies these few weeks, step up 2, 10000 bc, leap years.

10000bc quite ok la. realistic. haha. leap years quite romantic, but maybe too draggy? b almost fall aslp while watching.

most disappointed is step up 2!!! cos i have super high expectation of it. well, it didnt meet my expectation. haha. overall still ok la.

last wed went to hong wei's aloha chalet. bungalow seh. first time went to a chalet so big. haha. quite fun actually. have lot of crazy stuff again. this time is monster VS monster. haha. like wrestling, divide into groups and chiong. as expected, something spoiled. the bed. =/ cant blame la, gt so many heavy weight champion there, all lie down of course whole bed collapse.

back to trainings and trainings.
i'm a little confused right now, should i or should i not...

2008-03-11T00:52:00.002+08:00

went to marina and watch step up 2 the streets! omg. super cool. i wanna dance like them!!!! 10 years more i guess. haha. anyway, i expected it to be better one. maybe cos i have super high expectation, i swear, way too high. lol.

one for u and one for me =)

saw benedict while waiting for bus. quite an funny incident actually. so he gave me a ride back home. my 1st time on a bike sia! super fun~ super fast, and super cold. lol.

i wanna dance, i wanna dance, i wanna dance like nobody's business...

2008-03-05T23:03:00.003+08:00

back from chalet~ had lots of fun. =)

water melon eating competition
wild wild wet

NP vs NYP big 2

Indian poker!***(highlight)

mahjiong

BBQ

watermelon eating is one super funny thing. i video it down. lazy to upload, wan to see ask from me =)

NP vs NYP big 2 is quite funny! cos only gt two nyp students. rest all NP. its like, they are overwhelmed. LOL. keep on ganging up on them, making them lose. and i think they won very few rounds only. lol.

BBQ, everyone bought things to chalet and bbq lor. except tat is not plan. chicken no marinated all tat, it taste awefully bland. well, heathly i guess. haha.

MAHJIONG, rh bought super duper small mahjiong tiles to the chalet and we managed to play it with a super small chair. lol. and its super hard to play. one stumble and everything falls. =_= well look at the difference between the tiles and the hands!

indian poker. hell shit of a game man. forfiet was drinking one cup of water! starting i was lucky, didnt even lose one time. then after many rounds. everyone kept drinking and losing, they decided to gang up on me. and i lost. one round only. and i yayapapaya. raise the forfiet to drinking half a bottle of 1.5 litres. and i gt something to say, wei jun's favourite line. THE WORLD IS ROUND! two 1.5 litres bottle, i drank 1 and a half! wat a shit. end up everyone keep drinking and drinking. worst, no going to toilet. go toilet drink two more cups of water. so, its nv ending till 8am in the morning. none can fall aslp i guess. y? because of nature's call! lol. damn crap.

tat was the most heathly life for me ever, cos i nv once drank so much plain water in one day! holy shit.

tats all! i love to have a chalet again. most probably my birthday! see how =)

hungry ghost. follows the one who holds the food or tibits!

sparkles!

this is one funny one. trying to intimidate L! hahaha. baby said i look more like a disabled. =( i think quite cool lei. hahaha. maybe its me i guess. =)

byebye! going down to coffee shop to chill~

2008-03-02T23:19:00.002+08:00

人生就是在做选择，无论是什么选择，最重要的是不要后悔。竟然我做出了选择，我不回后悔。。。只是。。。有一点难过。我也是想了很久，才做出决定的。别无办法，也只好这样。谁叫我穷？=/

just feel like writing in chinese suddenly. dunno y. but too lazy to continue. lol. many of u might be blur blur right, after seeing wat i wrote up there. not about anything serious. but regarding dance.

have to make a choice between working and dancing. lazy to explain. dun bother asking. haha.

watever........

today went to beach road to search for costume. and roughly gt all the info alrdy.

ahhhhhhh, super bored. nth to do. sian. super sian. siannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.
just a small insignificant wish tat everything can tide over. tats more than wat i can ask for

2008-03-01T00:33:00.002+08:00

today just resume gym-ing. since one or two months ago. lol.

went to gym wif ron, and kok. do separate work outs though. waited for them for lunch and then headed to np wif ron acc me till bukit timah shopping centre there.

dance was quite ok today. but i was quite tired la, cos of gym.

in life u will always have to choose. i hate it. i just hate choosing. not tat i cant decide, but often, two choice are too important for me to choose one. it suck man.

forget tat. anyway, these whole week for me is alrdy fully booked man. told u, the busy days will come soon. lol. k ba. gonna watch some videos b4 slping. cya

2008-02-29T01:55:00.003+08:00

went to celebrate Kent and Ben ho birthday today!!! total mess of plans and many ppl late, some very kua zhang somemore! haha.

but hai hao la, this suits us more i guess. hahaha. went to sakae for teatime buffet after many decisions and changed of plans. everyone was like, FINALLY. and i think all those monsters eat all they could.

after tat, went to watch L changes the world. overall, its up to my expectation.

and this, b tried all means on all the mac computers to find the photo booth. =_=

2008-02-26T00:42:00.002+08:00

watch kung fu dunk at AMK hub today wif b. despite being rated as slam dunk. i find it rather nice lei. the action pack fighting and intensive basketball matches. haha. only think tat the story line is crap. overall still not bad! haha.

holiday now, one biggest problem. no $$. mum just tok to me about it today.
mum: u holiday alrdy right
me: ya.
mum: y nv go work
me: erm, need to practice dance
mum: dance so gd meh?

=_= stun tio. dunno wat to say. anyway, really gonna chiong for S&D. CHIONG AH!
i picture myself solo dancing on stage. always smashed me back to nth in reality.

2008-02-21T12:47:00.002+08:00

YAY MAN!!!!!!!!! the terrible exams is finally over!!!

ITS HOLIDAY NOW!!!!!!!!!

dunno y i'm so looking forward to this holiday also. maybe this exam really freak me out. had my final paper today. but dun think i did well. wat to do, nv do tutorial, nv pay attention, skipped lecture, skipped tutorial, overslpt...

okok, no use saying all tat now also. i promised myself i wont ever do those shit again! once in awhile nvm la hor. lol.

oh ya, hope theres super lots of outing, super lots of crazy stuffs to do everyday. or else i will be rotting at home. not forgetting, tat i must save money too. so broke. poor guy...

if only... if only i could win the TOTO!!!
hahahaha, jk la. super high now. maybe because of holiday mood. ok, tats all for now.
cya! have fun~ its HOLIDAYS

2008-02-19T21:05:00.003+08:00

3 paper down, and 1 to go. quite relax for now. gt quite some time b4 the last paper. after tat will be the long awaited HOLIDAYS!

will be quite busy i guess... no time to work. yet, i'm super broke!

went to library to study just now. and gt some gd stuffs to show u guys.

let's take alook at singapore most famous haircut. starting from the left(ignore the baby face), we gt the famous bald head. continue, is the well known typical chicken hair. next is the most popular during the year 2000 - 2004, center parting. and lastly, the botak head(and a stupid face). cool huh. hahahaha

alright, next is the changes. not much changes la, but still better than b4 i guess, especially ben.

i wan money, i wan time, i wan results

2008-02-15T01:05:00.003+08:00

Happy Valentine's Day~

well well well... finally, i gt an official date for Valentine's Day!

my plan kinda ruined anyway. so sian diao. there's a first time for everything i guess. hahaha. no matter wat, i enjoy myself today~ hope everyone did!

like wat u said, everyday is valentine's day wif u! happy 8th month baby! =)

2008-02-11T23:57:00.000+08:00

these few days have been going to friend's house at noon, leaving their house in the morning. wth.

met up wif pea today. watch ah long ptd lmd. i think quite funny. cos gt one scene i burst out, laughing out loud. =)

exams exams exams. damn.

2008-02-05T23:46:00.000+08:00

alot of things to update recently. hmmmmmm. let's see where to start.

went to malaysia and have a hair cut. as always, my hair cut also ruined. LOL.

recently have been heading down to town to shop and shop. cos i haven get any single clothes for CNY!!! until today, bought a jeans i have been searching for~ yay man.
now i quite scare of going to town. not during this few weeks or the month.

celebrated ron's birhtday yesterday too~ at 515. photos will tell u the rest. =D

2008-01-30T00:15:00.000+08:00

nth much these few days...

having bca hands on test this fri. sooooo fast... quite well prepared for me. =)

anyway, watch clover field wif sweetie the day b4 i guess. i dun really like it, cos of the way the movie film. quite innovative, but for me, i rather wan the usual way! though the story line is nice.

funka ended also. hmmmm, close to perfection. but we lost the 1st place. oh mann..... was quite disappointed though. haha. the winner was trademark, from nyp if i'm not wrong. congrats to them and every team in nra who paticipate in funka~ it was truely an eye opening for me. hope it will be me on stage next time~ =)
dunno since when, instead of thinking of basketball moves when i was staring into blank during bus ride, bored wif nth to do, or lying on my bed, it become thinking of nice dance moves, cheoro and me, myself dancing on stage...

Ann =D

2008-01-25T21:12:00.000+08:00

lesson at 10. reached sch at 11. rushed like fuck, yet i dun even need to go to the classroom and i saw my classmate on the ground lvl. -_- lms gt an B only. sad. was aiming for an A somemore. IAC tutor knew i was not participating during assigment. dead meat.

this is wat we do for rh's birthday. wat we need for a birthday cake is to bring a spoon each. =D

no words needed to describe ba. haha. the photos will say it all. its funny too. =D

i'm super free nowadays! hate it. cos nth to do. super bored..........

haha. i wanna be busy~ anyway, it wont stay this way for long =)

2008-01-24T21:10:00.000+08:00

went sch for 15mins, then lesson end -_- though i was late la.but still...

the curse is back again. cant wake up on time now. wth. the alarm wake me up, i look at it, 8.45. i closed my eyes and open again, its 9.30 alrdy.

slack awhile in sch b4 going back to woodlands wif sotong and kent.

dyed my hair, myself. and such a mess. my hands, neck, body all stained wif the dye. wth. anyway, hope my hair dun drop when i wash.

gd bye

2008-01-24T00:58:00.000+08:00

not enough slp for the day. so i slpt throughout the morning, till noon 3pm. the more i slp, the more lethargic i get. yet i still feel like slping...

went for gym.

celebrated rh birthday in the nite! haha. found out its the birthday of few ppl, and a dog. LOL. rh will kpkb when he sees this.

had dinner at 515 coffee shop. first time eat until so full!

somehow we look alike huh. haha. except for my eye brow =/

look at kent Lao Ti Ko face!
birthday boy making his wish

i like this. =)

long time didnt gather alrdy. gathering once in awhile isnt so bad afterall. haha. anyway, its yet agiain, the continuous birthday spree! omg, the poor and broke me is back again. =/

2008-01-23T01:04:00.000+08:00

the tension is up. the only thing left to do is to train and persevere.
my dream is just within my grasp
i wan to hold it so tight

2008-01-20T23:56:00.000+08:00

went to support ron yesterday at heren.

after tat, went to shop. hunting for wat i wan! but too bad. aimed alot of things. but super ex. =/ only target one bag. haha.

today went to watch FunkiaMania 2008 qualifying round. super cool. congrats to all the nra teams who gt in! and those who didnt,

i think they did great. =)

The final will be at youth park, near Cineleisure, next 27th. time... i not sure. haha.

just a random one.

and yes! finally done wif bca, a super big stone off my shoulder.

exams exams exams, exams are coming and CNY arriving at the same time. both i hate so much. =/

2008-01-16T23:32:00.000+08:00

happen to tune in to 9.33fm. and it was toking about the 5 love idiots in the horoscope. CANCERIAN was in the 4th place. lol. didnt manage to listen to the rest. for cancerian males, they tend to hide their feelings deep within themselves, so, they normally will not initiate the first step. how true. =)

oh ya, recently, my classmates started to call me 大头清, and address me as 老大. =/ then i gt many Secretary and one fighter. omg la. hahaha. one even say he dye hair just for me. WT? super crap wif them nowadays la.

anyway, went to sch gym. super ineffective. cos maybe not used to the surroundings, the weight and the people. so left after 1 hour later.

went for nra in the evening.
funka qualifying at sun. not sure which sun. haha. but i'm going to watch.

damn shit, tml gt one presentation, alone. cos i was sick the last tutorial.

tats all. cya =)
now i see the difference, the difference in mentality, effort and strength... i gt lots to catch up.

2008-01-15T23:41:00.001+08:00

NO lesson today. slp until happy. have actually, BMGT lecture... till now, i only went for once.

went to look for sweetie today. had sakae for dinner~ eat till stomach almost burst.t

went to pasamalang after tat. play some funfair games. failed to win the biggest patrick for her! only won the smallest one. hahaha. any pro who wan to help me wif tat?
no matter wat, u noe i love you. =D happy lucky seventh, sweetie*

tml's gonna be a long, long day...

2008-01-15T00:35:00.000+08:00

BLAW presentation early in the morning.
my part of presentation was...
me:*grumble grumble grumble
GPL: aiyo, wat is tat, not necessary. skip the part. adn this part too.
and my part is over... cool huh..

had poa class graded test, which i only found out few hours b4 it. =/ lucky open book. hmmm...

then went to maec test 2. cant say its well done, but wont fail la.

quite happy and relax now. got most of the projects done alrdy.
LMS quite a success,
IAC hmmmm, dunno how the teacher feel,
LKK seemed to be happy wif the bca project i'v done,
BLAW settled,
BMGT left a bit more only.

and ya, the exams are coming. sucks man, during CNY, have to study. stupid...

2008-01-13T22:59:00.000+08:00

hate it man, sick and my taste bud seems to be spoiled again.... -_-

2008-01-13T00:17:00.000+08:00

helped out mr lee to paint his house this morning. wah, power man. felt the same as last year's CNY, when i paint my house wif my bro. super tiring la.
but this time round is his house, so i super focus. LOL. my house hor, wah, anyhow paint. cant finish tml then paint.

wtf right? how come when thing is urs and u will tend to show less concern and more towards others.

anyway, was raining cats and dogs, lightning and thunder like crazy when i was about to go home. stuck for awhile b4 i can take bus back to woodlands.

went back home, bath and then headed to gym. close at 8, dunno y, maybe its sat.

after tat, went to KAP to look for sweetie and allyssa to study and slack.

~
sometimes, u think that lady of luck is shinning at u
sometimes u think heaven is trying to make a fool out of u and hell for u
sometimes, this thing is called luck. and normally, it dun goes the way u like
this is wat life is about.
dun like it?! change it wif ur own hands then
or
let nature take its course and take ur time

dedicated to all my buddies, u noe who u guys are. come on, stay focus. =)

2008-01-10T23:26:00.000+08:00

feeling so cold these few days. was thinking everyone were too, cos of the weather. but i'm wrong. its signs of falling sick... =/

fall sick today. didnt went to sch. head gt so heavy then when i sit up straight, i feel like i'm sitting inside a boat.
but i went for nra. nth much, the sequence was as per normal. but i was out of breathe every once and then. legs turn wobby tat i cant squat or even bend slightly.

yesterday went to k box wif sweetie. sang like nobody business and have hell lots of fun. love singing, but my singing sucks. lol.

ok. going to prepare my presentation tml. cya

2008-01-09T01:10:00.000+08:00

just went to play bball just now. damn gd. better than those i went down and play 1 match and went back home...

chatted at the coffee shop, about projects, friends, and girls. lol.

now tat i mention projects. wtf sia. some team members can be such an asshole. being a free rider since sem 1 yet they dun change?!

the first thing they ask me was : ' how's the project? done? gt put my name anot?'

totally wtf right. feel like tearing their face out. acting like they were the ones who did and the feeling they gave me was super arrogrant and proud. wtf is tat.

maybe for bca, i'm just gonna team up wif liqin. and tats it. #$%^&^$^$#&^@$^&$&

seemed tat quite many of them have those problems as well.

anyway, this sem going to end soon? super fast. after CNY, then the year end exams. then holidays! have quite a few plans already. cant wait though. ;D

isnt it true guys? i find it super true. hahaha.

damn tired cos of yesterday's gym. oh well. gd nite =)

2008-01-06T18:22:00.000+08:00

went to celebrate tian mu's birthday in advance yesterday. went to bedok, have batak jones for dinner.

after tat, went back to woodlands, jon's house to slack~ some play majiong, some play dota, some watch tv, some gt nth to do. luckily, sweetie was there wif me =D

see how happy he was! wif his three godsis~

gt lots of projects undone. wat the... this sem was like project sem, bomb wif projects and projects, althought we have done quite a num of them already. =/

oh well, cya =)

2008-01-04T00:30:00.000+08:00

there really too little time. everything is all fully packed from now onwards.
projects, study, exam, chinese new year, practices...

i wan to improve...

2008-01-03T01:17:00.000+08:00

omg, NRA very chiong nowadays. but i like! =)

busy busy busy

2008-01-01T20:12:00.000+08:00

~
31st dec
went to gym in the morning. then went to 888 wif ys to meet ron for breakfast.

had my haircut after tat. erm, maybe for other ppl it seemed ruined ba. haha. i think still quite ok. and sweetie came to meet me.

met the guys at 6+, went over to marina for fireworks. the view compare to last year was lousy................. but, sweetie was all i need. =D

went to wee lee's house to drink later in the nite. well, not as crazy as at jon's house, but still, its fun.
~

~
last day of holiday, i spend the day at home
~
a new year, a new start.

2007 have been a great year for me despite all the downs i had.
the worst of all was -
drastic changes to my life, my family. the way we have been living all along, have to change to adapt the current situation. holding on for nth but just one another.

yet, i still think the year was great for me. god is fair afterall. =)

no habits of making any resolutions, cos i wont keep to them anyway. lol.
but let's try it out for this year. hmmmm...
1) healthy lifestyle(been longed to have tat)
2) better time management
3) better control of spending/expenses
4) be a gd gd boy and study hard. GPA 3(lets not be so greed first)
5) better CCA achievements

hmmm, cant think of anymore. so will stick to this i guess.

i believe the year 2008 will be a great year for me, my family, my buddies, and certainly me and my girl. =D

and ya, i sense love is in the air ;D

2007-12-31T00:06:00.000+08:00

damn, wanna guess wat i have for my dream?

........
......
....
..
.

vamps. vamps chasing my family, my girl and me around. -_- totally wth. so much for my wish. haha.

anyway, stayed at home whole day again.

went to for supper just now, lepak. and i dunno wat to say, 7 ppl altgt again.

finally gt some plans tml. looking forward to the special fireworks?!

i maybe wont be at home tml, so cya.
dun highlight this until 1/1/2008.
HAPPY NEW YEAR =D

2007-12-30T01:12:00.001+08:00

ahhhhhhh, staying at home whole day almsot make me go crazy! makes me abit zhi bi also. haha.

just stay at home, game, watch tv, cook something to eat, rot...

and omg, i just saw the sec sch photos at my table, from sec 1 - 5. its super omg man. everyone grow from the small little boy, to age 18 - young adults?! and the change is big, super! haha.

make me think of the super cool days during sec sch!
met, chat, quarrel, fought, friends again, slack tgt, eat tgt, play tgt, study tgt, fight tgt, gossip tgt, and then became real buddies. 5 years, yet in a blink of eyes, its over...

well, we did enjoy every sec of it and study hard too. no regrets. just a little request for belated x'mas wish? bring me back to the days at dreamland? can i? hmmmmmmmmmm

maybe its really time to be like wat ron said, time to be a gd boy, study, be on time for lessons and do well.

so tats it. gd bye, cya =)
will nv ever forget those days
ihopemywishcometrue

2007-12-29T13:22:00.000+08:00

yesterday watch redline wif baby girl.
super cool, super stylo. beautiful cars. i love it. =)

2007-12-27T23:59:00.000+08:00

failed to wake up for the morning swim! so, as planned, went to help out ys for filming his lms in the noon - BASKETBALL.

in the nite, went for NRA.

gonna make some time for my tutorials and projects too... back to square one. sch going to start soon.
cya

2007-12-25T22:08:00.000+08:00

woah woah woah. one hell of crazy nite at jon's house. totally madness. some was really drunk, some was 'high', some feign it but it was still fun no matter wat. crazy hell of a x'mas nite.

merry x'mas =)

2007-12-22T23:18:00.000+08:00

went to malaysia to shop today. didnt really get alot of things like the past. sian diao....

anyway, watch i am legend. didnt come out as nice as i expected. maybe of high expectation, after i heard so much WOW points about it.

next will be national treasure~ heard its SUPER nice. well, gonna see about it.
going to rest for now. cya =)

2007-12-21T00:54:00.000+08:00

now i truly uds the meaning of : do the little things u dun like now, so tat in the future, u can do the big things u like.

hope its still not too late now.

i gave up basketball during sec sch days. i hate training, i dun noe wth its for. but i like playing for competition, for matches. and the time we train for is much more longer b4 when we play in the match... i just cant uds y, but they just kept pressing me for training. so, i just gave up.
now i think of it, such a regret. cos i still like playing basketball alot. and i mean ALOT. such a waste.

now, NRA. i haven commit alot to NRA. and in my mind, i just kept thinking of i wan to get selected for performance, for competition. but... my attendance for practice is irregular. didnt practice, and it meant i suck. big time. i dun wan to give up anymore.

gym-ing. i must be disciplined, to go trice a week, giving some time for myself. and i'm quite glad tat i am able to manage the time quite well for it, till now. lets hope it stays this way...

the little things u dun like are all those trainings, to practice and make u better and excel - the part where most ppl hate.
the big things u like are the competitions, the match u played in and able to enjoy - the part where most ppl like.

so, are u able to give ur best to do little things u dun like now, so tat u can do the big things u like in the future?
for me, i do, i must, and i will.
i dun wan to give up anymore... i would always give up halfway there. such a pity, such a shame.
but now, i have come too far to give up . i dun wan it to happen anymore.
all my goals, i will work hard, to achieve it. =) same goes to everyone else, go for ur dreams.

2007-12-19T22:15:00.000+08:00

wake up early in the morning for FILMING lms project. haha. and miracle, i wake up on time. haha.

and it took us one whole afternoon to get it done. phew, finally done! wait patiently for the movie =)

team members
special thx to denise and miao who helped out ALOT.

went to vivo to shop awhile, then took bus to woodlands. gymed and head back home.
dead, gt lots to catch up, or out i go...

2007-12-18T22:51:00.000+08:00

watch golden compass today. i find it not bad.

tats me! dale! hahaha. sweetie bought it for me. well, abit girlish. but i still like it. =)

lots of outing crash... sian.. i cant decide which is more important and wat's the right choice. headache. =/

2007-12-18T01:01:00.000+08:00

work, gym, movie~

watch warlords. and its super nice. serious. no other words to describe it.
nice day out wif all the buddies too. =)

2007-12-16T19:04:00.000+08:00

back from camp~~~

enjoy the camp alot! =D

had amazing race shortly after we arrived. throughout the journey, my team super quiet la. only me, super hyperactive. crap like hell and they ignore me. until mickey came. my maid. bought me mac spicy. lol.

and ya, we won! not first la. cos we saw the team tgt at our last station. and they cabbed back!!! sian... so we slowly take our time, go takeaway mac b4 going to sch. slack for dunno how long then the rest of the team come back. LOL.

and the first day ended wif our amaze green race presentation. quite a success for our team again i thought.

~
second day, went to bollywood veggie for the surprise programme. have gd food and green talk.

had green audit reports and green graduation. only one. haha. so sad. anyway, overall, still a success. and i guess everyone enjoy themselves.

looking at the slides, brought me back to the past!!! haha. everyday after sch, need to water the plant, need to dig the ground, need to take care of nursery and spice garden. seemed to forget all those moments. lol. thinking back, i feel so, erm... overwhelmed i should say? cos we really did alot, alot of effort put in.

ocasionally, a camp like this is gd. for us to catch up wif each other, ex 5N1 students, noe wat they are doing in life etc. and of cos, crapping throughout the whole camp.
but, sleeping time isnt so gd. haha. squeezing here and there. didnt have a gd nite slp. but it dun really matter? cos camp is about staying overnite wif sleeping the first day, and sleep like a log at the second. =)

ok, tats all about tat, i'm dead beat. =) cya

2007-12-15T01:09:00.000+08:00

sexy sixth =) catch hitman at vivo~ dun uds, so i dun like. but alot of ppl keep saying very nice. maybe is i dun uds the storyline. hmmmmm. if anyone noe pls tell me k.

almost have nth to eat for dinner. cos auntie ong only cares about shopping. opps.

alright, next movies shall be golden compass and warlords.

and ya, going for camp tml. so... cya =)

2007-12-13T22:30:00.001+08:00

hmmm, plans for IAC cancel. so stayed at home instead, to celebrate my bro's bdae! haha.

had our dinner at cwp, pizza hut. super full!!! then went for family shopping. =)

when i mention we should take photo, all rush back and change clothes, comb hair! omg... and i destroy it. i was distracted. lol.

finally, a normal one~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRO~ =D

2007-12-12T03:35:00.000+08:00

hmmm, trying to study overnite again. in this room... however, this time. alone...

anyway, yesterday poa suck. this is the first time i ever try doing poa. cos i nv once did tutorial b4. and definitely, i lots of questions wrong. and one of them is 35 marks. =/ sad huh.

miec paper not much confidence too.

its just common test and everyone is making a big fuss over it. cant uds y. it seemed to me tat poly are equally stress as well! wth.

at least one gd news, tml last paper for me.

after tat will be real busy. already booked for outings, camp, dates =D, bdae celebration, jobs. and ya, x'mas! oh well. i gonna have lots of sleep to recover my lost this week!

i'm very hungry right now, anyone cook pasta for me? =/

2007-12-10T00:59:00.000+08:00

went for work today. quite a special job i should say. haha. need to wake u very early for the job. for tat, i didnt slp the whole nite.

and now, here i am, after few hours of slp, trying to study overnite for my ct tml. bored... gd luck for those having common test tml and the week. gonna study already. =)

2007-12-04T15:09:00.000+08:00

academic sure are messed up!!! attendance like shit. wth. now even the bca pbl which i have done so much, the tutor thought i didnt do at all! wth. damn angry. SIBEI DU LAN.

AND just u think u are gd in studies dun give u the right to be arrogant! fuck u! ur character just disgust me. no wonder cant get GPA 4. cos ur character suck. and i can tell u tat, u wont ever get GPA 3.9 let alone 4. fuck u fuck u.

this is the first time i ever see such ppl in my life. who is so selfish, cares only about himself. so wat if he's gd in studies. he will nv succeed in life. and the definition for success is that, to obtain happines. not those watever high income, get into high end company. cos he can surely get one wif his result. but he will have no true friend, no one who truely loves him and no one who will shed tears for him if he ever die. and this is super pathetic.

i think carefree sure noe someone in sec sch wif this character. but his studies not very gd also la.
ok, after all these kpkb. feel much more better. just get so sick of all kinds of ppl there are in the world.
~~~~

certainly, there are ppl who make my day too.
like all the bros who brought joy and laughter in my world,
miss lim who catch me when i fall,
sweetie who bought a sponge bob square pant file for me,
my family to be there for me and back me up.

just wanna thank one person, miss lim bin. who really pick me up when i'm down. give me HOPE once more. she really done alot for the whole group of us past few years. and i noe she will be reading this~ thank you =)

will be real busy these few weeks
busy wif common test, picking up from where i left
busy wif projects, bca, lms, iac
try to work to get some extra allowance
squeeze some time for gym, for friends, for baby girl and family.

this time round, main lead not me. is stupid sotong tried to take photo from reflection wif flash at gym! lol. tats me behind anyway. =)

once u get BALANCE, everything will get in line

2007-12-01T23:57:00.000+08:00

Celebrated hou hao birthday~ have a hell of a nite! haha. crazier than ever! well, have lots of fun =)

2007-11-29T00:21:00.000+08:00

late for bca test! cab down. spend $13+!!! super sian....

busy busy busy. busy boy + busy girl = NO DATES. =/

but, finally, today! chef ong cooked pasta for me!
although its readily made sauce. opps, i said it out. hahaha. i really like it though. simple and nice! its the thought tat count. haha.

hmmmmmmmmm, next will be salmon. no more readily made sauce, no more skiving! ;) this time round, expectation will be high.

anyway, will be working, IT fair at sat and sun~ wanna buy laptop come find me k! haha. FUJITSU~~

fall in love wif F.I.R's song again. especially Forever GReen. =)

e-learning b4 common test. sure die.

2007-11-27T23:51:00.000+08:00

today was such a long long day.

hope can earn lots out of IT fair. hmmmm...

and i finally realise, after so long. caps are not meant for me.

2007-11-27T00:47:00.000+08:00

common test coming. and i dun even noe a single shit about any modules. i going to meet my doom this time round if i dun start revision soon.

need to plan my time well. but obviously it dun turn out well...

aint doing well for nra either. missed last lesson b4 all class are stopped. wtf.
studies = die
nra = lousy
gym = cant find time, still suck
friends + girl = lousy time management. always end up have to make choices. either i scarifies time wif one or the other.

sigh.... really quite disappointed at myself. SUCK BIG TIME.

AND FYI, not emo k. dun say emo. u say emo i really emo. so, stop saying i emo. =)

where is tat... me?

2007-11-25T20:49:00.000+08:00

my hair is ruined again... hai...

went to have secret recipe for dinner, then catch enchanted. not bad, quite a nice movie. quite fairytale though.

hmmmmmmmmm... still no motivation for studies...

2007-11-23T20:11:00.000+08:00

if u think tat something is wrong wif the whole world
reflect carefully whether u are the one at wrong
when u think tat the world is unfair and everyone is against u
maybe the problem lies on u
everything in ur life dun goes well and u blame everything on anyone u could think of
search u are at fault
if none of the chance or opportunities are given to u
it might be u dun even worth it

2007-11-15T23:07:00.000+08:00

everyday was late. i think bca tutor gt mad at me. lol. fed up tat he call me boss. cos i can come anytime i wan to. =/

studies was really lagging behind. but still, really no motivation to go on. wonder y...

read two books, i believe u and journey... i really feel so touched. all thx to ron and his friend, who lend him the books. =)
freaking hell touching for the book, JOURNEY. i read it today, and managed to finish it. almost cry during leture! but too many ppl, so no choice, i have to geng so much!

so ppl just dunno how much their mother have did for them. its just so saddening to see the poor mother suffer so much, yet, she didnt give up on her. even willing to give up her life for her child. its amazing. from a young lady who turn into a mother. despite being poor, she gave everything she could afford/bought for her.
some ppl just dun uds, and treat her mother like their enemy... feel tat their mum is a shame, refusing to acknowledged her. its the worst thing a mother could take...

k, enough of it. i feel so 心酸. for all the mothers or fathers who have suffered so much for their child.

cutie pie!!! haha. grown up already. became much taller than b4. but still quite skinny. cos my mum didnt take care of him now. he was being taken care by his grandma, living at malaysia.

after few months, he finally came to visit!! so cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

most surprisingly, he remembered everyone of us, and can talk quite alot now. kept showing off he could run and jump now, and his mother just keep scolding him ' u dun action ar, jump jump jump, later fall down u cry again'

as usual, he came into my room and wakes me up. and for ur info, my mum usually call him to wake me up for sch, and he would run all the way in. whack my head and shout "BI,SHU" until i wakes up. and damn bloody, he's grown up, more str. and it hurts when he smack my face. wth.

could heard him crying when he was leaving. =( so sad. and he wont visit any sooner... guess have to go to the child care to look for him =D

oh ya, went to watch movie for our 5th. beowulf~ at first sian diao, cos i thought animation, which it is. but some of the parts were real humans. luckily, story line was gd. so, its isnt so bad anyway.

for now, i have to focus...

2007-11-11T17:16:00.000+08:00

went to jon house. gamed for the whole nite till morning 9+!

totally madness there. everyone went crazy due to lack of slp. laugh and laugh and laugh. not funny also laugh. crap and crap and crap. nth to crap still crap. damn crazy.

ordered mac at 9+. finished it and went back home.
lock out of home for around half an hour. cos my house is locked. just sat outside and called my house over and over again. almost can slp outside.

might go for bball later.

2007-11-09T23:58:00.000+08:00

went top gym today again~ as usual, the shut up and train kind. it already have become part of my life. gym, if free then go bball. lol.

wanted to go play bball today, but many cant make it. it rained anyway.

anyway, going to start playing bball at sch! lol. since my classmates they play bball alot, and soon carefree might start to play there too. yeah~

trying too hard to balance everything well. its isnt easy. awwwwwwwww.

holiday wif buddies this dec is worst. dun think i can get any money out to go for holiday. but i really wanted to go wif them. already miss two trips wif them last year and the previous... dun wanna add anymore burden wif money issue too. hard to make a choice...

rainbow after gym, it didnt rain. y did it appear? does it signify anything? i wonder... or, like ron said, path to heaven on the other side. =)

2007-11-06T22:06:00.000+08:00

went out for dinner wif my family, and went for a short bball game after tat.

short week for me. short day for sch or no sch. all is gd =)

2007-11-04T22:41:00.000+08:00

back from the camp!!! had really a crazy time wif the four of them, rh, jun, adam and ben. lol. totally havoc.

had pizzas throughout the camp!!! haha. there so much leftover tat we decided to take some for games later. forfeit games...

nevertheless, we had fun during the camp~ slping at under water tunnel(we didnt), guided tour at sentosa, song of the sea(BEAUTIFUL), amazing race, etc.

here's the photos...

adam bought this for his forfeit to use during amazing race. and the first day, it broke to three. by the brothers of destroyer. weijun and me. LOL.the turtle and the rider!!!
crazy photo taking time starts! and it might get gross as we go on. be prepare!

the bathroom is over there!

dig nose

here comes!

i like this best!!! hahaha.

for ur infomation, this is hawaiin and bbq chicken pizza. dun doubt ur eyes, and definitely wat u see is true! its cover wif chilli!!! we play wif thumbs up, and lose get one bite of him. LOL. and later we get two of the juniors to join us. wtf! its super hot!!! and u noe the sound ppl will make when its hot? the siiiiiii siiiiiiiiiiii sound. lol. its didnt stop till we drop dead on our bed! lol.
its fun. but i dun think i wan to play it again.

oh ya, lastly, will have a green camp for our own at 17,18. amazing race whole singapore! cool baby. hahaha. tats all. i'm super tired. see can do tutorial anot. if not. gd nite~

2007-11-03T02:48:00.000+08:00

woah woah woah. today make an effort to be punctual and go for make up tutorial. and wtf! wrong time. sian diao. sian diao ar!!!!!!!!!!!!

IAC and LMs is fun. maybe i'm the only one who thinks so. lol.

cab home wif rh and hhhhhhhhssss bei.

tml i will be away for camp!!! 2days, till sun. sentosa~ hahahahaha. cool baby... nth much also. cya~

2007-10-31T23:16:00.000+08:00

late for sch!!! omg. still cant break the cant wake up on time during morning curse. lol. had to go for make up tutorial. cos my attendance is like shit.

after lessons ended, went to play bball wif zhong shun and friends. long time didnt play already, quite retarded.

hitch sotong's dad car back home. whooooooooooo. save cab fare.

teach mrs blockhead about bstat, when me myself not very sure of it. and today sure was one stupid day which i totally laugh my heads off. =D long time didnt had tat laughter already...

tat day at DXO, wif GAP colleagues. IVAN last day. he said he will be back, but he didnt. anyway, it dun matter now. missed those drinking sessions...

you are another me

2007-10-29T23:14:00.000+08:00

gym and went for a swim just now.

went back home. nth to eat. so decided to heat up some bun and cook some hard boiled egg to eat. end up, almost burnt my house. cos i forget about it after i was doing my tutorial. luckily... manged to turn it off in time...

tiring day. maybe slping early.

2007-10-28T03:00:00.000+08:00

yesterday mickey, ys and rh came to game. overnite. super crap, super childish and yet we had hell lots of fun and laughters.

last day of work. since the pioneer batch of suntect gap almost all gone... its isnt the same anymore. haha. miss some staffs there and our big boss, supervisor. no chance for him to tease me, telling dirty jokes, learn those vulgarities or any chim chim dialect from him. anymore... there are the ones who have been taking real gd care of us. like we are the boss instead. lol. wonder y we gt those treatment everywhere... hahahahaha.

eat, gym, game, slp. tats common and almost the same for the few of us. except me... i gt a little girl whom i wan to spend time wif...
caught stardust today. quite nice~! recommended...

next movie to catch will be the seeker.

love is unconditioned
giving my heart to you, and getting urs in return
and to know that you love me

2007-10-22T21:23:00.000+08:00

late for sch in the morning. since we late already... so rh and me decided to have breakfast b4 going up. lol.

met up wif carefree after lessons ended.
went to sch gym but too occupied. so mickey, ys, ben and me cab back to woodlands new gym instead. tats wat i called buddies training. lol. hellish.

went to cwp, bought something to eat and cab home again. lol

today is so strange, met all those talkative ppl. cab driver, bubble tea boss. sian.......

2007-10-21T21:17:00.000+08:00

GREAT FALL OF TCC

today morning, cos was quite late. then ben and me still decided to take bus to work. soooo, when i was walking there, reaching the interchange. i was afraid tat the bus would run off. so i sms ben to tell me to run if he saw the bus coming. immediatly after i send the sms, he replied to me, run....

after seeing the sms, i put my headset and hp into my pocket and took the first step out, changint to change the direction, near Burger king... and i fall wifout my legs touching the ground. used my right hand to support myself after rolling and pushed myself up and kept running!!! cos there were alot of ppl there, and i tried to act cool and pretend its not pain at all. wtf. damn embarrassing...

while running, i was there cursing like hell... haha. and i managed to catch the bus.

but it was so inconvenient for me, cos right hand is my power hand. so sad. cant do things quickly and it hurts just when i tried to use my right hand. so now have to depend everything one my useless left hand. even writing... haha.

anyway, tender the resignation letter at GAP. FINALLY... after so many times failed to do so. abit cant bear to. but, really tired of working there already. this is the first job which i ever work so long for. 4months! wth, i cant believe it. haha. will miss my sup and some nice colleagues there. haha.

so, i have time to spend! but less income. lol. have to save up for the time being and see whether i could survive anot. if not, have to find another job. haha. so if anyone have any lobang, pls tell me k.

bird nest taste so bland...

2007-10-18T01:23:00.000+08:00

yesterday went for haircut. and its ruined! hahaha. super short.

today went to work. cos no lecture at all. time flies. cos i was slacking and slacking. and i dun give a damn. they can fire me for all they wan. i'm waiting for it. haha.

why why why. y does it end up like tat. totally dun feel like going to sch, not to mention studying or doing tutorials.
wat the heck happen. i dunno... and it dun seemed well to me at all.

nra... worst. quite alot promoted already. but not me. blame it on myself, for not practising. hmmmmm. stress... competition is all coming up, but i dun think i can get or deserve the chance to perform.

now, just wat the hell is happening, or is it me?

2007-10-16T00:11:00.000+08:00

sch started. as usual. late. haha. but late for only around 15mins la. but we left after being 1h in the lecture! its too bored.

then went to bukit timah plaza shop shop. and had lunch at pizza hut.

have a great time laughing out loud during the lunch. its crazy. cheese and chilli sauce madness. LOL. especially sotong and hou hao. the amount of chilli could cover 1 sice of pizza on a plate. imagine tat. hahahah.

sure have a great evening. everything turn out quite ok. especially weather. but the timing sucks. catch a movie, so in the end were late for the dinner! lol. it wasnt the best i can say, but its the best i could give. and i'm sry for not able to give the best.

however, i'm so glad tat u like it. those words are all i need.

specials thx to everyone who have been helping me for these days. so frequent visits to vivo tat i dun think we would go there any sooner.

the feeling is back, unwillingless to study... where is my motivation, again?

2007-10-10T23:37:00.000+08:00

long time didnt update le! haha. nth to update also.

have been working, go nra trainings, go shopping(see only), and one thing she hates most, GAMING. LOL.

sch going to starts soon! sian... name list out, i see already, even SIANNNNNNNNNNNN.

YAWN

2007-10-03T00:22:00.000+08:00

going gym b4 nra is a stupid choice. make me look like a stupid shit who cant even do a push up.

there's hell lots of performance and competition! i wan to join. but... gonna train and practice more.
deadline: 2 months
i must-

2007-10-02T00:52:00.000+08:00

after working, went to chill wif ys. whisky + green tea suck.

my body is super red now, and my bro suspected i was poisoned. LOL.

anyone wan to work at gap?

2007-09-29T01:43:00.000+08:00

upload more when i gt them~

2007-09-28T00:25:00.000+08:00

sentosa trip was a big success!!! cos everyone co-operate. bought food and was out going enough to play games! the food was even too much. haha. tat we have to divide and bring it home.

played alot of games. one touch, monkey, rounders, dodge ball, volley ball, rugby.

one touch was the one wif hell lots of laughters. cos of many stupid action, mostly done by ben, hou hao, khee rui and sotong. everyone was laughing out their ass on the floor.

rugby was super rough! we played those hardcore one. see ppl just grabbed and pushed, or even knocked them down. everyone was injured la. lol. but super fun and funny!

dodge ball! i owning shit them! hahah. my team all was killed, and left 5 of the opposite team, and i managed to kill all of them~ cool right! hahahha.

the whole sentosa was quite empty la, and we played till the whole siloso beach was left only wif us. i wan to have another trip to sentosa again!!!

~
today went shopping wif alicia. i just like go shopping........ hahahhha.

then went for nra. and my whole body aching la. hahaha. cos of yesterday all those games. nvm, gonna chiong!!! haha.

seeing everyone grew up, from teenagers to young adults. everyone went into their own interest... eg, nursing, body building, dragon boat, skating.

well i gt mine too, and i dun wan to lose to them! haha. work hard everyone~

2007-09-24T01:49:00.000+08:00

after working one whole day, supper treats by ben and willy.

i need a job. i need a job wif flexible timing. fuck shit. i wan to buy alot of things.

2007-09-23T02:28:00.000+08:00

finally, a day off and we went shopping. ben, ys, sotong.

bought a wallet at fossil. and it made me super broke. my pay still have 3 days to go!!! faster faster~

after buying the wallet, i have no money to buy the stussy world tour tank, the ripcurl slippers, and havana(not sure of the spelling) sandals tat alicia recommended, gap pull over, and one gap quite hip hop jacket. WTH~~~ i gt so many things to buy. yet no $$$

and oh ya, one bag i saw at paragong, 159, quite nice, i will buy when i jackpot on the bets =) rarely do though. hahaha, and i promised not to bet so much.

had so much fun, even though hanging out around wif only three of them. and bought some essential items for the sentosa trip this coming week!!! wooooooohoooooooooo. hahaha.

nth more. cya, work really sucks. but money is important.

ANYWAY

people favor underdogs but follow only the top dogs
fight for the few underdogs anyway

give the world the best you have and you'll get kicked in the teeth
give the world the best you have anyway

people are illogical, unreasonable, and self centered
love them anyway

2007-09-20T02:52:00.000+08:00

hmmmmm, learn cashier for today during work! and omg, its finally my turn. if i nv ask, i think i will nv learn. wtf. time flies while doing cashering.

then met wif alica and allyssa. then allyssa went back home. went to west mall to slack wif her friends, and played some stupid games i called it. but its fun la. haha.

there's nth such as a bad person or fierce guy, once u really noe her or him. i think everyone's kind in heart. only if the rest of the ppl out there in the world noes there... wat a pity.
gd nite

2007-09-18T23:41:00.000+08:00

today chose timetable. lucky my supervisor dunno y so gd. give me off at tue. or else i no need to choose timetable liao. haha.

scare the shit out of me man. like some competition like tat. stupid. haha. i only gt three timetable to choose from. at first i cant gt in. so fed up, and i ti ki. dun wan to choose. wait until gt space then i request. lol. and luckily ys told me need to view the timetable first then can choose. phew..... or else... haha.

and gd enough, some classmates will be same class as me. cool shit..

and just now took 187, ron and raven inside the bus. but i didnt see them until i alighted. haha.

nth else. working days again?! wtf...
i wan to change job! more pay, more flexible timing!

2007-09-16T01:58:00.000+08:00

i received two letters today.

i'm touched and appreciate it alot... thanks =)

2007-09-13T17:13:00.000+08:00

MICKEY"S BIRHTDAY!

went to wei jun's house to slp over at 12th. brought our laptop over too. didnt slp through the nite. when we were about to go to slp, his mother woke up. so we went to the wet market at admiralty tgt.

help bring the things back and then we went to slp.

around noon, where alot of ppl came. play majiong, games all tat. until we had our steamboat at his house.

after tat, went back home and changed, and then clubbing at zouk. the place was so damn squeezy la. btu we had hell lots of fun there. many fights almost broke out, but stopped eventually. haha.

better experience than we first went there.

alright, off is over and back to the working days again.

2007-09-11T00:32:00.000+08:00

sunday 8/9

had lunch wif mr lee and raven.

after tat, went to suntec wif demon pig, who overslpt. since i reached earlier, so went to the game fair since it was helf at the convention hall. not bad! saw alot of new online games. gonna try them when i have time. haha.

watched the suntect dance competition! NRA gt first, second and third! cool shit. even little kids dance like super star! envy..... hahahah.

the catch the movie tgt wif peggy and jimmy. ROUGE ASSASSIN. super nice! i like it. abit violent and gross though.

9/9

work work

10/9

work work. wei jun they all came. tats all. i wanna have a change of job! super sian.

i wanna buy bike! its will be super convenient for me. but i guess mym mum will hack me to death if i did buy it, or maybe learn it. hmmmmmmmmmmm.

it does feel gd to be rich

2007-09-07T01:31:00.001+08:00

work half day today.

went to ang moi kio to pass something to my father. and its super early. yet everyone's aslp. so i went looking around my home town, where i live last time. it sure changed alot compare to the memories i had.

the playground near my house which we hang around alot over there, the coffee shop opposite my house where usually my bro and my gang meet, the postbox which we always climbed around, the corridors we ran past everytime, the ladder leading to the rooftop, the squeezy three room flat, the small patch of grass where we play baseball...

then went over the ang moi kio centre. needless to say, it changed alot too. those old shops, upgrade to those common brands, like this fashion, sweet talk. almost walked through the whole ang moi kio centre b4 wei jun they all came.

met them at ang moi kio hub.

then head over to marina bay and had steam boat, celebrate jonathan's birthday. hou hao even get some small alcohol bottles there. hahaha. of cos, main motives is to make the birthday boy drunk. but he didnt la. one small bottle and his face were super red!

they went to arcade to play games and then lan. some of us left early.

ahhhhhh. i hate working at gap now. dun feel like elaborating also la. but i need $$$. not at GAP anymore. how how. any recommendation ppl?! i need a new job...

tired, bye

2007-08-31T04:38:00.000+08:00

i just cant fall aslp...

blogging at such hour is totally crazy. but i have nth to do anyways.

yesterday planned to go play basketball. but cancel, cos of the rain. but i dun think it rained lei. watever la. so long didnt play already, itch to have some gd games. but suddenly cancel, totally destroy my mood. one nice off day and i rot at home. wat a life...

the colleague who resign during the last sunday, left me a chocolate at my locker. dunno y she choose rabbit also. maybe because i have rabbit teeth. =

meeting carefree at 7 later to go to sec sch for teacher's day. i guess i dun need to slp already. have to work after the celebration.

moodless now......

2007-08-30T00:48:00.000+08:00

had been busy these few days, working. had quite alot of fun during work also. plus after work activities.

especially, the k box session. laugh until peng ar. one new staff super funny. his face, action super like la bi xiao xin de ah dai. hahaha. but he super cute. sing all ah niu song!!! still dance and the expression the same. even the voice. LOL. our ah niu ge. hahaha. sang the 对面女孩看过来 still wave to the girls and ask them to look over. hahaha. damn stupid la.

still very daring, dare to play and drink wif my super power supervisor. lol. cant stand him.

worst thing is today, only then my supervisor show us the k box remote control in his bag! cos the guy throw the remote control in. LOL. where gt so stupid one. i see his face i sure think of the remote control. haha. tat day he super high man, so take everything and put in the sup's bag.

oh ya, and alot of those senior staffs leaving lor. gt transfer, or tender, because of studies. sad la. left so few staff who was there during the first setting up of shop.

yesteryday went to celebrate benedict's bdae, dinner at newton circle after my nra training.

today didnt go to eat wif my colleagues, neither went to MOS wif another bunch of them, because i'm just so tired. i wan to have a gd slp...........

finally, one day off after continuous working everyday just after exams. as usual, gt plan or outing tell me before hand, 1 week b4, at wed. or else i cant make it. tats about it la.

sentosasentosasentosasentosasentosa

2007-08-25T00:35:00.000+08:00

exams sucks seriously, but finally, its over. sacrificing my slping time to study and study. hate this kind of taking one paper after another without breaks in between.

made me into a walking zombie. haha.

had the last paper, and seriously, it wasnt any well done. the other three papers too. hope by luck, i will not have any repeat modules next sem. bless me.

it rained heavily today. went back home after the paper.

meet up wif alicia and went to east coast park. slack, ride bicycle and something romantic? lol. just walking by the waters all tat la. wat we see couples did during drama shows? nice gathering place there. best to held bbq over there, and if anyone have tents, bring it there and camp!

came back woodlands because of my forgetfulness. forgotten to bring the thumb drive. had dinner at kfc b4 sending her to bpp.

on the journey back home at bus, fell aslp, cos i was too tired. and i was so sure i wake up near the interchange. but i dozed off again. but luckily, a kind soul, a 20+ guy, quite pleasant looking woke me up. and even smiled to me. haha. so embarrassed la. but if not for him, i will be at the interchange till now. haha.

short breaks b4 starting to work again.

2007-08-22T01:22:00.000+08:00

went to ys house early in the morning, 1am just now. haha. stayed overnite trying to study. but all we did is to enjoy ourselves. went to 7-11 to get some to eat after we both realise we NEED a rest. haha. bought some snacks and drinks to his house.

once again, enjoy our small little picnic, watch movies, craps and then drop dead. caught ys slping lor, but for his privacy, shall not post it online. lol. he kept remind me to wake him up after sometime.
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time: 5+am

ys: wake me up at 6
me: ok
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time :6.00am
me: yan soon! yan soon! yan soon!
three times only and he jumped up! hahahaha. but....

ys: wake me up at 6.15
me: -_-
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time :6.16am
*sms ring tone, doorbell
DING DONG!
ys jumped up again. LOL. damn funny. should have record it down
looking slpy; ys : let me slp for awhile...
me : *ignore(cos i was smsing)

so throughout the nite, he was trying to slp, yet the doorbell ringtone kept shook him up.
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time : 7.00am
finally, he wake up and starts studying due to the irritating sms alert.
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time: 7.30am
me: i think i should go home...
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time:8.03am
switch on my laptop at home, and someone tok to me on MSN.

YS: wake me up at 10am.
me:.................

wth right. he should slp all the way la. nv study also. me too...

so drag oursevles to sch, and reach slightly early. had our lunch and then went for the exams.

the first time i saw the paper was to smile so happily. tat catch the stupid examiner's attention throughout the exam. i smile because, out of 5 question, i only noe how to do one. the smile of death... yet the examiner thought i was cocky. end up, 10mins have passed after the exam started, i was still smiling to the examiner. hahahahaha. stupid shit.

stupid CIP, i hate this module. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.... die die die. hope my previous test can pull the overall up. i dun wan to take away this module to next sem. ahhhhhhhhhhhh! hope my crap shits can help me get some marks.

my exams just started, while some of my friends had their last paper already. boring shit.

and now, here i am, after 5 hours of nap, trying to chiong for bstats. blessed me, for going down only after the exams end.

2007-08-19T22:08:00.000+08:00

celebrated peggy's bdae yesterday~

had our dinner at yan dinning, a japanese restaurant. and went over to sentosa cove. one pub over there where only residents from sentosa can enter i think.

slack till late nite then cab back home. will post some photos when i gt them.

freaking hell. still cant focus. dunno y... so went for a run, do some exercise. and now, i feel worn out. lol. guess cant study today either.

and yet tml have to study for CIP, my first paper. so sad. where so many friends had their last paper end tml. siannnnnnnnnnn ar.

c whether i can concentrate later one anot. bye.

2007-08-17T01:07:00.000+08:00

2007-08-16T23:15:00.000+08:00

went to triple8 kfc there to study. not much ppl over there. and the stupid wj, ps kia. lol. say steady steady go there study. end up he came for awhile then off to play bball. wth.

so left me, ron and ys. i dunno wat the hell la. but whenever ron + ys i will laugh like a stupid shit one. ron will laugh so randomly, then ys will laugh. plus its contagious la, so i will laugh too. stupid shit.

went back around 10.

think too long nv exercise, run around, play sports. tat y. became so lethargic, restless. will go for a run tml or wat. and long time didnt play basketball le la. itch to play a gd one! c how. after exams. + one super fun sentosa outing.

argh... and all tat have to be waited after EXAMS. sian. but finally, started studying already. so i think still can make it for the passing range. =)

study study study
cya =]